Thursday, August 11, 2011
Please help /: strange things happen...?
I can tell you right now, that about 50-70% of what you said sounds like what happens to me :S I pretty much have an idea how you feel... Except I feel scared, you say you don't feel scared. I am 14 (turned 14 3 weeks ago) and I see things at the corner of my eye, I always feel the bug crawling (more like a spider) on my neck or shoulder, I hear someone calling me but no one did (doesn't happen to often), I think about how the world works, my teacher would ask me to answer a question when I space out, it's like I can feel the world turning as the clock ticks every second, my blood pump through my veins, no twiching, my friends don't notice when that happens besides the no paying attention part... And what scares me the most is the feeling of that thing standing there by my bed ready to hurt me or scare me. It's always my bedroom door! I feel like it will pop open and the thing will attack. In my mind it's like a memeory, I hear it open, see the creature pounce at me, feeling the scream stuck in my throat, and before it touches me, it disappears! One night I actually screamed and my dad asked what's wrong and I said something wants to kill me... I sometimes shut down too, and end up having no dreams. I can also feel the following around part to, my boyfriend is aware of this, he actually says that if I feel like that again, I have to think in him, I do and it's almost gone! I know it's cheesy but it worked and still does but my fear takes over at times. I need some answers too... But in MY opinion, think of things that can get your mind off you beast and pray to God! My mother always says that if you pray to God, He will be the one by your side and that evil will avoid you when He's there. So my advice: Pray to God to protect you until you find a way to fix the problem... Ihope I helped and I hope I find answers too... Your not the only one
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